so i'm joanna, or the joey, or whatever. i like acting, movies, music, classic novels, poetry, and my Bible. take a read if you like... thats why its here.

6.02.2007

History and Poltics...

i hate them both. i always have. they're complicated and yet, often extremely boring. and oddly enough, i found myself bumbling on incessantly at my poor sister-in-law at lunch the other day on these two awful subjects.

Why is it that our generation has such a skewed view of politics? She, my sister, that is, brought up a good point. we're a generation of apathetic activists. yes. apathetic activists. on the one side, and this is horribly apparent at UNM, we're kids who run around trying to hard to shove our irrational beliefs down people's throats. we write with chalk on the concrete of campus things like "IMPEACH BUSH".... but why? because he sent some troops to Iraq because he honestly believes we have something to fight for? no, i don't know enough about the war to have a strong opinion, but i'm not going to tell the world that i hate my president. honestly, i think he's doing a better job than any apathetic activist can do.

yet, we parade this idealistic thing we call "peace". there is no such thing as "peace" in this world. a friend asked me yesterday if i had three wishes would i waste one on world peace. no. i wouldn't. its an ideal, and its a false one at that. sin is prevalent, and its staying that way until Jesus Christ comes back.

But i digress. apathetic activists.

then there's the apathetic side. the people like me who don't know and don't care. i have issues telling people i'm a republican because not only do i get funny looks for not being a democrat (God forbid) but also because i'm not sure why i call myself a republican. what does it mean? i know my dad is one. does that make me one? i want to vote, exercise one of the only rights that i am priviledged to have as an american, and yet, do i know what i'm voting for? to me, that ballot was just another standardized test where the real challenge wasn't answering the stupid question right, but filling in the bubble so the dumb computer didn't mark you wrong.

what has gotten into america? i watched a movie the other night called Idiocracy. funny stuff. it was a satire on what would the world be like if we just kept getting dumber? 500 years in the future, people are too stupid to get up off their butts and walk to the bathroom, so our arm chairs are toilets too. we started watering our plants with gatorade because someone somewhere decided that was better than water. so the guy who accidently got put in hibernation at the beginning of the movie is now the smartest person in the world when he wakes up. scary. but makes you think. what is this world coming to?

my western civ class last semester was quite possibly one of the most boring classes i had ever been in. i litereally hate history classes. i find them useless because i think what they teach me in them is uesless. do you think its going to affect my life if i know what the exact date for this or that was? these people are nothing more than characters in a boring book to me, people who existed on nothing but paper. they didn't have real lives. as far as i'm concerned, the only thing they ever did was write the constitution, or command an armada. not that those things aren't important, but i just don't care!

i told this to my uncle the other day and he made a good point. western civ classes chronicle the rise and fall of political powers in our world. or more specifically, in the western world: europe. but he took it a step further. why don't we chart history as a progression not of politics, but of, say, technology? or religion? or pop culture? why does it have to be politics? sure, politics are the reigning staple of humanity. we've seen in history that people without leaders never survive. but still.... we're not just politics. just like the guys who wrote the constitution weren't just business all the time. they had lives, they had families, they had friends, they had hopes, dreams, loves, disappointments, pleasures, and, God forbid, they might have even laughed!

thats the kind of history i want to know about. i read a biography on Abigail Adams and an autobiography of Frederick Douglas. those two books were one of the first times that i honestly enjoyed history. they were real people to me. REAL people. Abigail Adams, the wife of one of our founding fathers, was a kick ass woman. Frederick Douglas was a slave and his autobiography gives HIS account of what it was like to be a slave, and then to have freedom. that i can find myself caring about. not the date the british armada got defeated.

sorry, that was a rant. but seriously. lets think about it. to hate history is a bad sign. they say that those who don't know history are bound to repeat it. and i would agree. maybe we're just on some sort of cycle. the rise and fall of countries. maybe thats why western civ is chronicled through politics. its a scary thought though, that what goes up must come down.

and yet we think we're indestructable. america is the superpower of the world right now. or at least we were one of them. but think about Rome. Rome WAS the world. it was democracy, it was republic, it was progressive, it was good, it was big. AND, it was sacked in one day. it was anihilated by barbarians! that bodes well for america.

the world wasn't meant to be united. that was made obvious when God confused the languages of all the people at the Tower of Babel. but think of this: more and more countries are learning english as a second language. or even a primary language. when i went to africa, almost every educated person could speak english. i had no trouble. and i was an american in kenya. is it a scary thought that we are progressing to one world language? that we could ultimately unite... someway, somehow? woud God confuse our languages again? would it be the end of the world? would it matter? and yet if we all united, would we have anyone else to turn on but God Himself? thats a scary thought.

but, all of this is far in the future. i'm not saying america is going to be destoryed and we'll all speak english and the world will end by 2010. no no. but if history repeats itself, it would seem that we're on due course.

so maybe this was nothing more than a confused rant. and for that i appologize. but its something to think about. where have we been, where are we going, and do we care? let me know what you think. i didn't even go in to everything that my sister and i talked about over lunch, but these were the highlights, so thanks for your time.

oh, and i think i might take a history class while i'm in england.... just to see their side of the revolutionary war.

5.15.2007

Romantic Comedies

Ah, the romantic comedy. Such a sad, sad genre with awfully predictable plots, superficial characters, and often terrible acting. Yet, we still watch them, and, God forbid, even enjoy them.

Anyway, I picked up this article on RomComs and thought it was interesting. Let me know what you think.

Maybe the genre hasn't always been bad. Maybe its just dying. Maybe we need a RomCom Revival. Now I just sound stupid. Ok, read the article.

http://entertainment.timesonline.co.uk/tol/arts_and_entertainment/film/article1767557.ece

5.11.2007

I did it.

I finally did it.

I caved.

I got myspace.

Now I know the world is ending.

Sorry.

I should have stayed strong.

But I couldn't.

www.myspace.com/iamtherealjoey

4.30.2007

ITS OFFICIAL!!!!!

I am pleased to announce that this morning I received an email from the University of East Anglia in Norwich, England informing me that I had officially been accepted as an exchange student for the 2007-2008 Academic Year!

and i freaked out. it was great. i read the email in the green room at UNM and there was only one other person in the room so despite the fact that i barely know her, i had to tell SOMEONE! so i told her! anyway, its a dream come true and i couldn't be more excited!

all i can say is THANK YOU GOD!

My semester starts September 24th, and I won't be back until June of the following year. Until then, I get to work harder than i've ever worked in my life to make more money than i've ever had in my life. should be a blast!

I'M MOVING TO ENGLAND!

4.25.2007

A Couple Things Im Hooked On.... er... lots of things.

ok, first things first. well, lots of things first, lets just rattle 'em off.

1. school is so close to being out i can taste it. and im nowhere NEAR ready for it to end. gotta read two (possibly 3) plays, do juries for acting class on May 3rd which will not only be traumatic but terrifying as well, finish Mansfield Park, and write two MORE papers. but hey, two weeks. im good.

2. movies. movies. movies. three movies are coming out this summer that might kill me because i stop breathing when i watch their trailers. ok, first and foremost is my HARRY POTTER #5. all i can say is YEAH BABY! has anyone seen the new preview? they're AMAZING! i dont know if i can make it all the way to july. second movie, PIRATES THE CARIBBEAN 3. effin amazing as well. and spider man 3's gonna be chill. seein it at midnight, if anyone would like to join. word has it, its one of the most expensive movie's ever shot.

3. got our wonderful presentation out of the way in Jane Austen class. whole ton of fun runnin' around in a pirate coat and playing a man, yet again. (im starting to see a trend here....)

4. watched the movie THE QUEEN which was just released on DVD. i must say i enjoyed it a lot, but i think i may need to see it again because it was a bit hard to follow. my mom and dad and i all sat in the living room trying to figure it out together, which was interesting.

5. saw the movie IN THE LAND OF WOMEN that one i wasn't so sure about when i walked in to it, but walking out i was pleasantly surprised. it was a cute movie with a lot of heart and even found myself getting all emotionally involved. (lame, huh? oh well, im a girl. its ok!) oh, and it was a little weird to see Meg Ryan playing a mom.

6. the daily lobo randomly interviewed me, and it was a "hoot". yes..... yes, i said that. i'm sorry. check it out here

7. im moving to england. i just cant get over that! no word from the U of East Anglia yet though, but here's their website if anyone cares! :-) University of East Anglia, Norwich, UK

8. it rained today, and i still havent changed my wipers.

9. thanks to kyle moore i found a new favorite website. lame that it took me this long to find it, i know. but everyone should check out digg.com. its sweet.


alright, well i think thats everything. a whole lot o' nothin. sorry 'bout that. oh well, thought ya'll might find it interesting. its a nice break from serious posts of songs and poetry, huh? well, let me know what you think. peathout.

4.17.2007

"What Hot Female Celebrities Would Look Like Fat"

odd title, i know. but this is hilarious! just take a look at these pictures..... hehehehe. let me know what you think!

http://www.impactlab.com/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=7649

4.16.2007

"Eat, Sleep, Repeat" - Copeland

it occurred to me at once
that love could be a great illusion
that makes fools of brilliant thinkers every day
that sends hearts of stone and steel
to a place where they would feel like they
were falling, falling quickly in its wake
oh, falling, falling quickly in its wake

is it any surprise
that you feel so overrun?
and all this time you had no one
to tell you how to love
and do you think its unwise
to go and break yourself on this one?
when all this time you didn't know love
you didn't know love
you didn't know love

it occurred to me at once
that love gets everything it asks for
like a young girl picking flowers in the lawn
she gets kiss and tear
she gets every smile and fear but still
she never finds the last of them is gone
oh, she never finds the last of them is gone

is it any surprise
that you feel so overrun?
when all this time you had no one
to tell you how love
and do you think its unwise
to go and break yourself on this one?
when all this time you didn't know love
you didn't know love
you didn't know love